Now more then ever I'd really like to leave my 9 to 5 job. I've lost all patients for this place and the people in it. I'm tired of being spoken to like I'm some brainless secretary for some egotistical asshole. I don't know where I'm heading or what I'm trying to accomplish. I'm all over the place at this point and really looking to find my place in photography. If I have one at all. Serious doubt and critical eyes have me second guessing myself...again. I look at my stuff and I think I could make something out of this. I look at my current location in correspondence to that goal and I feel like I'm off the effin map. I need guidance, someone who would be willing to take me under their wing and teach me what I'm missing. What is it that I'm missing?

Building a Representation of You as an Artist

Building a decent and presentable photography portfolio is proving to be difficult. I seem to fall in love with a certain set of pictures, and just as fast find them amateur and below standard. I was forced onto making headway on my web site. I was asked by a potential model where it could be viewed. Me being the perfectionist that I try to be, I just couldn't hook her up with a link to myspace. How unprofessional that would look! I took some time (while at work) and got some links in place. For the time frame that I have to work in, I think it turned out pretty well. Ok, I hope it turned out well. I don't have many portraits to display, I have a few artistic looking photos that I've taken of myself. I believe they can muster up an overall idea of what I can do or what I'm capable of. I'd love some feedback, if you happen to stumble across my blog or web site please feel free!